Tuesday, October 30, 2007

The weekend before

Did nothing but read Death Note for 12 hours last weekend. When i start something, I finish it, dammit. It's like that one week I gave up on school to play Civ3. David Lu (Cal David Lu, not Farmer's David Lu) let me burn a copy of Civ3 and the minute I installed it I knew it was bad news. No class for a week. 7 brutal days of waking up at 5:30 pm, getting to the dining hall before it closed, building my little e-civilization until 11 am, then falling asleep only to repeat the self destructive pattern. I remember that by the time I finally got my little civilization to space, watched a craptacular endgame cutscene of a little Chinese rocket blast off into the stars, I was so manic about how little personal satisfaction I got from winning that I immediately uninstalled the game and broke the cd into little pieces.

I have no self control.

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